Euphoria ♥

Random: End of January - Early February

2012-02-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

Taken at Tong Yang for Ate China's birthday. Yum yum~ :3

My favorite Sinigang. Cooked by Ate China again :3

Well, I did cook some - by cook I mean fried! :)) Must learn how to cook soon~ :3

And yes, I received a gift from someone early January. Smudged what the suprise was and also my expense list :))

New Hello Kitty hauls * v *

I bough a new Hello Kitty planner because the one I had before (posted on top) was really small. It's just sad that I can't use the other one anymore since it's really cute and well, really pricey * _ *

Bought my new planner from JDee's LoveShoppe . Good thing I saw her link at Sulit.ph. The planner is reall y affordable (380php)! And really cute too. I've posted what it looks inside too. The owner was also really nice she included a Kawaii lipstick since all the pink planners are out of stock.

Can't wait to add designs! :D

And yey! Bought new Hello Kitty tumbler, pen and fork and spoon case (which I use as my pen case). So many pink stuff! :3

Snack from Cibo! Really yummy. I forgot what it's called though. But this is prolly the only time I ate spinach. Hee. Oh, and did you notice the heart-shaped bread? -- yes it's because Valentines is near! It came with the pasta Ate China ordered

And finally, my new addiction, Serenitea! I never liked Milk Tea the first time I tried it. Buuuuuut, thanks to this, I've cut down on my caffeine intake (I'm on a cool off stage with Starbucks right now).

So there. I've been taking lots of pictures recently thanks to my new phone. Hee ♥

Otaku Expo 2012: Super Fuuuun! Thank you guys :)

2012-01-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

I know this is a really late post. Still, thank you so much to everyone who went and supported our event. Most especially to those who visited us at the Ozine Maid Cafe and Host Club. We hope that we made you happy! Please visit us next time Goshujin-sama and Ojou-sama :3

And yes, before I forget. Thank you so much to everyone who bought our merchandise (pins, lami cards, tarps)!!! :3 And also for the gifts and tips~ They were much appreciated ｡◕‿◕｡

We will be posting upcoming events on our page ^_^v Image heavy post starts now~!!!

Group pic with Christian Ariola ^_^

With prolly one of our most loyal customers (＾▽＾)

Photobooth before formally opening our cafe~ :3 Yes, we are very happy ^_^

Some pictures we took using Rocky's psp!

Serious Leny is serious (✪ܫ✪)

•☆.•*´¨`*••♥ See you guys really soon ♥••*´¨`*•.☆•

Party like it's the end of the world ;)

2011-12-31T12:01:00.002+08:00

I welcomed 2011 in a way that most people wouldn't want to. I celebrated it knowing that I have already booked myself to the hospital the morning after. Dengue, you have been painful and surprising. Welcoming 2011 was something I wouldn't forget. It was an awesome year; met new friends, given a lot of opportunities and was given the chance to experience things for the very first time. Thank you 2011. You have been nice to me and to the people I love :) I can say that 2011 was one my best years so far. I couldn't mention each of your names because you're all too many. But you know who you guys are ;) I hope you guys stay with me 'til forever :)

Ozine Team, I have been with you the most this year and I cannot tell you all how happy I am with everything :D I know it's gonna be a better 2012 ♥

EF, I haven't seen most of you this year :( Nevertheless, I still love you all so much :3 Please, let's see each other this coming 2012?

FHT/Tigas, mga kuyas! Hahahaha. You guys never fail to take care of me whenever I'm around. Thank youuuuuuuu :3

Solido, meeeeeeeen we're all grown up! Hahahaha :)) Can't wait to see you guys soon :3

To my cosplay, becky and new friends, thank you for being part of my 2011. It was nice meeting and hanging out with you :D Looking forward to more memorable experiences this coming year.

And Jaypee, thank you so much~ You've done so many things, majority of them are unknown to most people, and I'll never, ever forget them :3 ♥

Cheers to a better 2012! Let's party like it's the end of the world :D Year of the Dragon, my year!!!~ >:)

PRODUCT REVIEW: GEO XTRA Sakura Pink

2011-12-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone~! Finally after months of waiting, I can finally post my review for my pink lenses sponsored by The Purpektion Shop ♥ These babies are Geo Xtra Sakura Pink or WI-A27.

Really cute lens case omg

Product Details:

Geo Xtra WI-A27 Pink Lens
Diameter : 15 mm
Base Curve : 8.6

This is actually my very first time wearing 15mm lenses. The biggest I ever wore was 14.5. I thought it would look weird since it was, well, a lot bigger from the ones I used to buy. Turns out, it's really cute :3

This is how it looks like up close. It's pink shade is more subtle compared to the other pink lens that I have. I prefer this because I'm more into something that you can wear everyday.

So piiiiink, I love it


Puffy eyes are puffy! Sorry about that guys XD This is how the lenses look like when worn. Photos taken with natural light

Color:

Design:

Enlargement:

Comfort:

Overall:
Huzzah, a 5/5! I love these lenses! Really cute and comfy ♥ Definitely worth buying ;)

My review ends here :) Make sure you visit The Purpektion Shop and check out all of her other items up for sale / pre-order :3

Wishlist ♥

2011-11-27T15:56:00.001+08:00

I intentionally didn't add Christmas to it since I don't really expect nor plan to buy or receive these by Christmas. Hahaha. I just felt like composing an entry specifically for items I've been interested in for quite some time already. And I think, this is the first time I've ever made one XD So there, in no particular order, I'll begin my list :3

♥ SHOES * v * -- Yes, I am madly in love with shoes! I got this trait from my dad. Hahaha. I am a really big fan of wedges. It makes me look and feel that I'm taller (LOL!!!) and they're really comfy. I also love boots since they practically go with any type of clothes. Some pairs that made me fall in love:

I COULD GO ON FOREVERRRRRRR :))

♥ ~~Pink ODM~~ (Crossed this out of my list since it could not fit me. Too big! No hard feelings ;) -- Well, aside from the fact that it's pink, I also love how it somehow looks like Hello Kitty :3

♥ Pink Sony PSP 2000 -- I've been wanting to have one :(

♥ Cute pink luggage -- Better to travel with style ;)

♥ 2012 Belle De Jour Planner -- Now this is something that I really need to buy before the year ends. I can't survive without my planner now since I tend to forget things easily. Hahaha. XD

♥ Figmas -- But they're all so expensive T____T. Good thing I can always look at them during conventions :))

♥ iPod (I'm currently eyeing my friend's iPod) and a really nice camphone :3 ★★★

And well, there's this one wish that I really, really would want to come true. I won't share it though :P I'll hope for the best. Hee :D

So anyway, what's on your wishlist? :3

Everytime I close my eyes

2011-11-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

Why hello there guys! How is your long weekend? For me, I enjoyed it a lot. It's been a while since I slept for long hours and not worrying how my body clock would be for the next day. Sadly, it'll end at exactly 11:59 tonight. BOO. Hahaha, well, having a 4-day break is better than having nothing at all :) So there. It hasn't been that productive to me though since I still haven't bought a new XP installer so that I can format my pc. I don't know if I mentioned it before but my computer has serious problems. So there. That is the reason why I couldn't update that much recently, nor could I upload and publish my lens review sponsored by Purpektionshop. Really sorry dear. I'll make it up to you once I get this fixed. Due to boredom, I was able to tweak my tumblr and blogger layouts. Nothing big or anything. I just some pixels to make it look cute. Hehe. :3

So there. Just wanted to check up on everyone. I'm currently enjoying using my Biochemist. It was just now that I realized the joy of using Acid Bombs! But, it's very expensive. Hahaha! 'Til my next post lovely darlings ♥

Here's my girl doing her thing ;)

Still alive! :D

2011-09-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, just a short update :) I'm still alive. I actually have a few entries that I'm itching to post but my current pc status hinders me to do so. I'm kinda having problems with it right now. I couldn't even save pictures :( But anyway, as soon as I have time again, I'll have my pc fixed and update this blog again.

That's all for now :) My computer might involuntarily restart again o_o

Photo taken by JioFashion

What I have been craving for recently :)

2011-09-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I admit, I love eating! I'm quite picky with what I want to eat but when I like the food in front of me, and I'm not that full yet, I eat it :) So anyway, aside from my all time favorites which are: turon and chips, I have been fond of spicy noodles as well. Well not really those hardcore spicy ones. Hahahaha. But yea, the tolerable types ;) The first one that I got addicted to is this Korean noodles which can be bought at SM supermarket. It's kinda spicy so you might need glasses of water ;) And then recently, I discovered this cup noodles which, if I'm not mistaken, can only be bought in 7/11. Well, I said that simply because I haven't seen that anywhere else. Or maybe, I wasn't looking? It's called One More Cup (I know, sounds like a movie title right?) and it has 3 flavors; I just eat spicy beef though since I'm allergic to seafood and I'm not really don of curry ;) You should try it too guys, it's only 32php :D

So there, bye for now ^_^ Will post another entry about my Otaku Expo experience ♥

Lazy Sunday :)

2011-08-28T14:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up really early again despite sleeping around 12am last night, ugh. Why, body clock? :( Anyway, started my day by finally coloring my hair again. YES, I did it again. Despite announcing a few months back that I wouldn't color my hair again. Hahaha. I was pretty amazed ny this Bubble hair color Ate China told me about. It's really cheap and it's actually from my favorite shop, Etude House ♥

I used Light Brown :D

It was surprisingly easy to apply and I didn't have allergic reactions to it as well :D Sorry I wasn't able to take before and after pictures of it though but the color is really good. But I think since I colored it myself, I wasn't able to spread it evenly. HAHAHA. So if you can have someone help you with it, it would be better ;) My rating? 5/5! :D

So there, after drying my hair, I decided to read a few pages from a book I borrowed from Mela. Believe it or not, I haven't read Angels and Demons yet. HAHAHA. Poor me. Look at me acting so lazy and bored, hahahaha XD

I'm actually thinking of buying books again, anything you want to recommend? And just so you know, I'm not a fan of Twilight, no offense :) Oooooh! And I just remembered, I've been wanting to download anime as well. PLEASE RECOMMEND SHOUJO ANIME * u *

So yea, just finished cleaning my room wearing wedges. Hahaha. Surprisingly my closet's bit spacious now. And now my goal is to buy clothes I can practically wear anywhere or at any occasion. Makes me save more money and space in my closet ;) I'm only having problems since my bed eats up most of the space in my room. I need to think of a new layout for my room now, hmmm :D

So yeah maybe I am gonna play Ragnarok or Dragon Nest in a while once Jepi's up already :3

Btw, please do attend Otaku Expo 2011 (please like the page as well) which will be held at SM Megatrade Hall 3. I repeat, that's the 3rd hall okay :) I'll be serving once again at our maid cafe together with some new girls ^_^ And you might also want to drop by our host club, we have new hosts as well :) So see you there everyone! Less than a week to go~ I AM EXCITED :^ o ^

How's your weekend btw? :)

TOO CUTE!

2011-08-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

This is just a short post, I know.. Couldn't help but post this. TOO CUTE! Loli items, yay~ :3

Especially.

2011-08-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

This is just a short entry dedicated to a few people that I really, really treasure :)

Sayou. Hahaue, I haven't seen you since forever, I miss you so much. I have so many kwento na :( I feel like, by the time I see, and tell you everything, I'll feel really, really better :)

Luisa and Chai. You effortlessly awesome girls! We should meet soon, don't you think? Hahaha. I am already imagining the number of minutes (or possibly, hours) you both would scold me because of things you've been hearing, and especially for those you haven't :P

Megggggg! I miss you! We need to laugh :)))))) Kakahawa kasi tawa mo e :3 See you soon please :D

Ciarra. You never get tired of reminding me those things every time you know something's up :) YOU SO GALING ♥

Kenkoy. Dadeh, you are like my real dad now. You always, and I mean always try to know if I'm okay, and cheer me when you know I feel down (well, even if I don't admit it) :P I appreciate everything dadeh, really :3 Picture tayo next time ah! :P

And Ate Chi (we don't have a picture together yet) :c But yes, I love you, sobra :)

My girlfriend is a gumiho :)

2011-07-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

For months, many people have been buzzing over this Korean Drama. I never really watched it despite its good reviews. Not that I wasn't interested, it's more of an issue with my busy weekday schedule (ugh...). So yea, finally, my sister and I came across this store selling dvds and luckily they had a copy of the drama. It is really good :3 Mi Ho is so cute :3 And I live how the story progressed to Dae Woong eventually realizing that he loves Mi Ho. Heehee :3 I wish I also have that bead, so that I would have a reason to stick to this 1 person. Hehe :3

Oh and btw, my Nemu cosplay was featured in an article. Check it out here :)

So there, this is a rather short post, I know :)

Mischief managed. :')

2011-07-17T22:14:00.001+08:00

Okaaaay, so I am on a post-Potter depression mode. I can't help it. I watched Deathly Hallows Part 2 again today. First watched it last night with Jepi, Ate China, Kuya DJ, Kuya Mark and Rocky. Couldn't help but tear up a bit in some scenes. Then I watched it again today with my family. Nearly cried as well. It's sad that it has come to an end, then again I am still very grateful and happy because Harry Potter has left me with memories to treasure forever and always :) Thank you JK Rowling. You sure have given us memories worth keeping forever :)

And finally, it reaches the end.

2011-07-10T12:04:00.003+08:00

Though I hoped and wished it wouldn't :(

Harry :')

For years I have been a big fan of such a huge movie franchise. Since it's movie debut, I started to be curious of its book version. A curiosity which eventually led to my love for reading books. I remember the days when I spend all of my time during recess and lunch inside our library. How my library card was filled with records of borrowing Harry Potter books. And how much I hurry to finish my tests so I can read the book while waiting for the next class. And then when they started selling DVDs, I remember begging my mom to buy me one and promised her I'll pay her back (which never happened btw) hehe. It was a nice feeling -- being overly happy just by reading books or re-watching the movies.

Why do I like it? Because I feel like a whole different person, like I'm a child forever whenever I see or read it. And now that it's already down to the last movie. I don't know what to feel. It's a mixture of both excitement and sadness. I think I'm gonna cry when I see it. Like, really :(

I'll miss it. The memories were just, so awesome :')

I was watching this the other night, it made me cry :')

http://www.youtube.com/harrypotter?x=us%3Ffeature%3Dticker

Wow.

2011-06-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

I thought I'd never feel this again. But, I saw something, which has made me really, really, really sad. And now I'm crying again; for reasons I cannot disclose to anyone :( Oh Monday, why are you so cruel to me? :(

So many things I want to do :)

2011-05-22T17:53:00.001+08:00

But why is it that I have so little time? Well, I think I do have a lot of time, it's just that, I waste most of it doing absolutely nothing. And then when I start to realize that I want to be productive, that's the time that I realize that I haven't got much time left. I miss the days when I could go out with friends, attend some photo shoots and not worry about the things to do the next day. But then again, I'm growing up (at least not physically XD), so there are other things that I need to prioritize. It may take away most of my social life right now, but in the long run, it's all gonna be for my own good, right?

So yes, I have been M.I.A in conventions lately because: 1) As I have stated above, I don't have that much time anymore. I still have lots to do even on weekends! 2) I don't have new costumes yet. It's getting harder to save nowadays since I see some other good things to buy (and yes, I am very impulsive!) So basically, all I have are plans. And I hope to have a couple of costumes made this year. 3) My evil family don't usually attend conventions as well.

So, how is a typical weekend for me? Well, if my family doesn't have any other plans, I stay at home and just play ragnarok! Hehehe, ikr. It never gets old. As of the moment, it keeps me happy and sane everyday. It balances all the pressure I get from people around me. And I'm currently memorizing the dance steps of this kpop song. NO, I won't be performing it. Hahaha. It's just my way of exercising ;)

So yes, before I go, I wanna share with you my favorite pair of contact lens:

Resolution's not that good. Hehehe. Just used my camphone for this. Well, here they are, my gray lenses :3 They're really comfyy and I like how it gives that really round look! Nyiiii :3 I bought this pair from TonzFabShop. I've been buying lenses from them since I learned wearing one. Transaction's really easy, and they have great packages as well :D I can't wait to see my orders! :D

I wanna know what you guys want to read from my blog, so comment ;)

Bye for now~ :3

Room cleaning: successful! 8D

2011-04-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, so after months of postponing to clean my room, I finally accomplished doing it last Saturday! Took me nearly 6 hours to arrange and throw unnecessary stuff in my room. Here's a photo taken after cleaning (I didn't take a photo of my whole room though :3)

(1) I decided to remove my collection of Ferrari F1 model cars from their boxes since they eat up too much space XD And yes, just so you know, I was a big, big fan of Formula 1 :D

(2) And I just realized that my plushie collection has gone bigger! Maybe I should buy a new shelf especially for them XD And I aslo need to buy another storage box for my cosplay stuff. The first one's full already I can barely close it O:

(3) And finally!!! I already bought double-sided tape this morning at the grocery. Better keep that thing at a safe place so that no one else could take it >3 AHHHH, will finally get to sleep beside my B2ST darlings ♥ ♥ ♥ Thank you Donna for this, happiness ♥

Oh shoot! Need to fix my shoe rack as well :))) My mom has been bugging me to buy a bigger one XDDD

I got so obssessed cleaning my room that I spent more than an hour looking for cute rooms (just because my room isn't that cute -- because my walls are blue :[)

Hee, they are all so cute, right? *giggles* That's all for tonight~ Bye :3

Ozine Fest 2011 aftermath.

2011-04-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

Whew, it was my first time being a maid for Ozine. And guess what, I had so much fun! :D It was really tiring, yes but the thought of making a lot of people happy was really heartwarming, so yes, thank you much for visiting our cafe (both Maid Cafe and Host Club). Hope to see you guys on future Ozine events! :D It was something worth remembering indeed XD I wasn't able to take lots of photos because everyone was so busy from opening til closing. Took a few selcas of myself only, mehehe XD So there, can't really write in detail everything that has happened, I just really, really had fun, that's it ♥ Bye for now~ :3

♥

Oh baby stay with me~

2011-03-20T11:22:00.004+08:00

LOL okay just to clear up the blog title-- I am currently listening to MBLAQ's Stay. Ehehehe.

So many things happened on a Saturdayyyyyy: guild picture, meet up with friends, looooong walk to Shaw boulevard (just to name a few).

So anyway, yesterday I finally decided to visit Jepi at California Garden Square. It was supposed to be last Saturday but since my weekend was already taken, I decided to postpone it after a week. It was supposedly a surprise visit but apparently he knew everything about it already so LOL :)))))) Kinda wacthed Kopals practice but I tried not to see everything since I want to be excited until Ozine Fest. Ahahaha. I kept myself busy playing Angry Birds instead using Rocky's PSP. LOOOOL that game really tested my patience. Was frustrated for a couple of times but I didn't stop playing. Hahaha. Spell determination? :))))))))) Brought everyone Pepperoni pizza too. And I just realized, I didn't take a picture of it XD But I had a photo taken with Taffy, the oh so cute Chow Chow. I wanted to take her home if I could =))))

Here's what happened before I went to California Garden Square-- while waiting for someone to finally wake up, I dropped by Tamacon and met up with a few friends--posting photos grabbed from Ciarra and Tin :3 Mawww I didn't have a photo taken with Luna pala OTL And I was also able to meet a new friend last night before I went home, hello Megannnnnnn :3 Ehehehehe (I don't have a photo with her though) XD

Got home around 4am. Hahahaha. I will be going back to Jacob's computer shop to finally play Kinect, wait for me Xbox =))))))) Had so much fun yesterday, thank you friiiiiends :3

Sometimes you have to stay away from some people because it's better to lose them than losing the one you love most~

Uncertainty

2011-03-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

I may not know where we are; I may not know where we're going but one thing's for sure--I am happiest when I'm with you :)

Indefinite.

2011-02-27T11:14:00.004+08:00

I bid a couple of farewells this week. Goodbye isn't supposed to be a bad or sad word right? It's just the uncertainty of when you'll see those people again is what makes it sound so lonely. I know I'll see you guys again. So no more cries, just laughs :)

On another goodbye though; well this hurt a lot. Hehe :) But I believe the good thing was that I learned to face my long time fear. And I somewhat feel relieved because I did it. You know what Katy Perry said in one of her songs right, No regrets, just love ♥

So there, I planned to stay at home this weekend since I just recovered from fever, cough and colds a few days ago. Oh and yes, I suffered from hyper acidity as well -_____- I was feeling for my life again since I thought it was the 2nd attack of dengue. And you guys know how fatal it is when it hits you again. Thank God it wasn't though. I've been noticing how sickly I've been becoming lately. Maybe it's lifestyle and stress. My body has been resisting the thought of sleep and healthy living. And then it hit me that no one else would take care of myself so I better do it, right? So yes, I have successfully removed coffee from my system for 2 days now. I have also been trying to sleep a bit early too :) Let's hope this will go on for a really, really long time :) I hate being sick :(

Onto a different note now-- I was cleaning my room yesterday since it's been chaos lately. Hahaha. I really want to paint my walls with a different color. If only mom would allow me. And I'm also planning to buy some new posters to replace/add to those which are already there. I have my B2St poster with me (thank you Krystle for this ♥) I don't know where to put it yet but I will surely have this on my wall one of these days :3

KYAA-ing :)))))))

Here's a view of one side of my room. PILLOWS. Yes!

So there, I hope you guys enjoy your weekend! Oh shoot it's Monday again tomorrow? XD

Two cute keychains from Kuya DJ, sankyoooooo :D

Dream Seoul~ :)

2011-02-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

Weeeee I got home around 11:30 from Dream Seoul today. I had so much fuuun! Thanks to my super awesome friends; Kopals, Ciarra, Krystle, Tin, Jesse, Donna and a looooot more! :)

I get to hug someone at the event, twice! :))))) Just because I don't know when I'll be able to do that again, might not be allowed the next time I see him :(

Buuuuuuut, I just remembered, Happy Valentines Day everyone! May your hearts be the happiest they've ever been today :)

And look at me, enjoying my Yoseob keychain :3

Late hello February post~ :)

2011-02-10T18:08:00.003+08:00

Whoa, no update since January 19 huh? That was nearly a month right? Well anyway, life's been pretty busy --and complicated if I may add. It has been a roller coast ride with extremely high and low points. But here I am, still smiling as if I'm the strongest girl on Earth. I basically don't know what keeps me going. Could it be friends, family, challenges and expectations, boy crushes (lol); I really don't know. Whatever it is, I'm really glad that I may not a start the day smiling, at least I end it with a smile :) After all, there must be something worth smiling for every day right? No matter how small or shallow it is :)

A couple of my friends have been pretty sad lately. Could it be the curse of being single on Valentine's Day? :))))))) Kidding aside, hm, no one really said that it's a must to have a date on Valentine's day right? It's all about love anyway. Can you not love your pets or your friends or your family? Of course not! :) So whether you're single, broken hearted or whatever, don't let that day ruin your mood! Always fight the bad feeling, smile eventhough you're crying (it helps) :) And think of the awesome things you have with you right now :)

So there, I just thought of giving one piece of advice. Ehe :3

I've made up my mind, there is no turning back~

Smile often, laugh 'til we can :)

2011-01-19T22:19:00.004+08:00

Work has been pretty hectic and I have been spending more ore 10-11 hours at the office. It is pretty tiring but then again, if people around you get to laugh off all the pressure and fatigue, then it all makes things different. :)

I arrived a bit early from work today since the shuttle driver was smart enough to take detour (Maynilad construction here is horrible). So yeah, I need to sleep in a while 'coz I need to report early for work tomorrow. Here's a shot of how I look right now. Hahaha.

Pardon my tired look. Hahaha XD

Anyhoo, been pretty addicted to Teen Top recently. I can't stop listening to Supa Luv and Angel. Ahee. And gawd, those boys! Really young o_______o I like the one with Pink hair (no time to search for his name) and the other guy (forgot the name) Hahahaha. Try listening to it too, you might like it~ :3

Awesome, it's already Thursday tomorrow. I can't wait for Saturday~ :3 Busy day is busyyyyy. Bye for nao~ :3

It's the bitter taste of losing everything that I have held so dear*

Boredom + Vanity = Bad combination

2011-01-15T21:05:00.006+08:00

Okay, since I can't really go out that much yet all I did was clean my room and wash my wigs. Since my blonde wig looks normal again (it looked disastrous before) I felt the need to try it on. And then eventually dress up, and take photos of myself. I tell you, it's insane how this boredom of mine works. Here are some pictures -- some were taken using my (fail) webcam and the rest were from my camphone:

If only I was born blondeeee~

I woke up really early today because I thought I had to go to work. Hahaha. That's how much I'm preoccupied with work nowadays huh? Then I realized after 10 minutes that today's a Saturday. Body clock working an extra mile now XD I tried to sleep after that but I woke after an hour or 2 I think. I had no choice but to go straight to the computer and find some photos of my boy crushes. LOL EARLY MORNING FANGIRLING HAHAHA. Seriously, I was so busy I barely realized it was already lunchtime. I now have a folder specifically for boy crushes. Hahaha. XD

So yea, going back to the topic of work; I've been pretty busy at work too. Time flies so fast when I'm at the office. Like yesterday, I couldn't believe I was still doing something until 8pm. And to top it all off, what I've been doing this week is not like half of the load I have to face next week. So good luck to me and to the whole GRC team. We can do thissss /o/ Too much pressure and stress lead my girl friends and I to hang out at Kangaroo Jack's after work. We had so much fun eating (because food was awesome and surprisingly cheap) that I didn't notice it was already past 10PM. And that by the time I arrived at the MRT station, it was already closed. THE HORROR. I was so afraid going home by myself so I sent a group message to my friends asking for help. The good thing about it was that some of my friends were nearby and they helped me. It feels really good to realize there people who wouldn't leave you no matter what :) So thank you dear friends (and sorry to those who worried about me ; A ;)

On a completely different note, it's really, really nice to know that what has been in the past has stayed in the past. And right now, I really don't want anything but for us to be friends. I'm glad to be of help to you and your love :) You two stay strong okay, please? :3

Remember: Never let go of things worth holding on to ♥

Goodbyes.

2011-01-04T19:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, so it actually took me 4 days to write a farewell 2010 blog. Hahaha. Well, a lot of things have happened which actually affected my late 2010 schedule. And since I can't stay that long in front of the computer yet, Imma make this entry quick and concise.

So as the title says, goodbyes. Although we all bid 2010 farewell, we did say hello to a new one right? 2010 was a good year to be remembered for all it's awesomeness. Then again, there were times wherein I wished I could leave 2010 in a snap for all the mistakes, hurt and pain I've felt. Then again, I believe it has made it more complete because of all those flaws. So to everyone who has made my 2010 heaven (and hell), thank you nonetheless. Especially to you--well I can't right your name here right, 'coz I would be in trouble for it. HAHAHAHA.

Okay, so unknowingly to most people, I spent New Year's Day at the hospital. I was diagnosed for having dengue and I was sporting these accessories for the past week:

Awesome really, my fear of needles just suddenly vanished. Hahaha. But I'm home now, and slowly recovering. I'm forbidden not to finish my meals from now on. Erk to weight gain :(

Really, I feel relieved in a way. A couple of revelations lately eh? Well, I guess things are better this way. I mean someone once told me, you should only believe what one person says, and not what others do. No one forced me with my decision therefore no one can make me stop as well.

In hopeless cases and situations, it's not wrong to say you're willing to wait, right?

Before I go, let me share the song I've been listening to for quite some time now. Makes me want to cry whenever I hear it. Hahaha.

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

All the time

Happy Holidays! ^___^

2010-12-25T00:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, we had our office Christmas Party. I was kinda nervous at the beginning because my friends and I were supposed to perform in front of a crowd. But then again, it turned out great and we actually won. So congratulations to the AHABS team. Ohohoh, 3 hours worth of practice was really worth it XD We were able to meet new people today too. It was really nice ^__^ Thank you so much GRC, I love you all~ :3

After the party, we all decided to head off to Tomas Morato. It was actually my first time there so it was like an awesome sauce feeling for me. Since I'm on no alcohol mode as of the moment, I decided to order dessert instead. I forgot the name of the one I ordered but I was really good. I think I have a photo of it somewhere. Haha. It was chocolate flan with strawberries on top, yumyum~ :3

At around 11pm, some of us already decided that it was time for us to go home. I wasn't going to be picked by my sister until past 12am so I asked some of my friends who were at Megamall if they were already going home. Luckily most of them are still there. And thankfully, they were all really nice that they stayed with me while I was waiting for my sister to pick me up. So special thanks to Kenkoy, Vlad, XG and Jit and for staying with me there. I would've dead afraid if I were left there alone. I was full of laughs yesterday, because for some reason I just had that happy vibe last night (even though I was really, really tired from a very looooong day!).

I got some really cute presents too. Finally, I already have a music box! Thank you so much dad for getting me one. And a very cute HK purse from Vlad too. They're all really cute. And since they're both HK items, they're considered cuter. Hahaha. xD

Oh and I got another present too. I find it really, really cute I couldn't stop staring at it. Ehe, I wish I could post the photo here but someone would get mad at me. But really, thank you. It's one of the reasons why I was so full of happy vibes last night and another reason for me to smile this Christmas ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy Holidays everyone~ :3 Let's all be happy, because we can ^___^

Wag ka na malungkot ha ^_____^

Thank you.

2010-12-22T06:05:00.003+08:00

Lately I've been really surprised as to how many people turned out to actually care for me. I do feel very thankful and I would like everyone to know that I appreciate effort. I really, really do. But in my current situation right now, anything more than friendship is not really a good idea. So please do not expect anything more from me in return. I hope you all understand. Only a few people know why I'm choosing to keep things this way. And I'd like to keep the real reason to myself.

So there, just a quick entry before I leave for work :) Bye!

Found a new tumblr to follow.

2010-12-16T22:56:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through my friends' reblogs then I saw this page. I got addicted I reblogged a couple from his site. Haha. Here's one that I liked (there are lots more on the site):

Here's the link btw (just in case you wanna follow the blog as well): http://leilockheart.me/

Life is short, make the most out of it.

2010-12-16T01:22:00.003+08:00

I just got home from the funeral of a friend. We weren't really that close but we exchange the usual hellos whenever we see each other. It was really unexpected. We actually thought (or hoped) that it was just a joke. But upon arriving at the place, we realized it was no joke anymore. He's younger than me, and my friends were saying that they were together, having fun, a few days back.

Truly, life is really very short. Let's all make the best out of it. Never forget to make people feel how important they are to you.

And with this...

To you. Yes you, I'm not really sure if you know that I'm pertaining to you (well, I don't think you read my blogs anymore anyway) xD You are important to me. And uhm I (insert four-letter word here) you. Clue? The word starts with letter "L" :3

JR Bislig, we weren't that close. But indeed, you will be missed.

Silence.

2010-12-13T20:59:00.004+08:00

Silence is the best defense. It's something that I've been keeping in mind for a couple of years now. Due to the misunderstandings I had with people from the past, I have learned to keep mum about things because I strongly believe that less talk = less mistakes.

GOSSIP.

According to Wikipedia, and I quote, "is idle talk or rumour, especially about the personal or private affairs of others. It forms one of the oldest and most common means of sharing (unproven) facts and views, but also has a reputation for the introduction of errors and other variations into the information transmitted."

For a while now I've been wondering why people always have a sort of bad impression about me. Then again, I never really thought of proving people wrong. Just because I never really understood the reason why I should bother. But sometimes, things are just so low, that it's sometimes becoming offensive already. In a way though, I feel sad for people who think that way about me. I think they should be mature enough to think otherwise and not simply assume.

One piece of advice, don't believe everything you see or everything you hear.

Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean I don't feel anything at all. I get mad, get hurt and I cry. But I just think that the whole world doesn't need to know about it.

Oh and btw, I posted a new look in Lookbook, do check it out :)

Tiiiired!

2010-12-12T02:32:00.004+08:00

Just got home~ Today was a really busy day for me. Ohohoho xD But I had fun. Thank you friends~ :3 Immediately after getting back home, I watched this video by B2ST. They performed it at star dance battle. Epic dance moves are epiiiic, ahhhh AJ :3

Since I went out today, I didn't have any time to buy credits for myself. So I asked her to do it for me. It took me a while to reply to her first message. Here's how our convo went:

Ate: "Text mo ko pag nareceive mo na."
Me: (after 2 hours) "Oks na :)"
Ate: Kayo na ulit?
Me: Hahahaha yung load ko kaloka ka :))
Ate: Ay churi naman hekhekhek

HAHAHA I LOVE YOU ATE ♥

ARGH.

2010-12-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

ALAM MO YUNG KAHIT ANONG GAWIN MO WALA KANG MAPAPALA SAKIN? /raaaaaage

Unhealthy.

2010-12-08T20:26:00.002+08:00

That's prolly the most appropriate adjective for me right now. Though I have recently gained the 2lbs I lost a week ago, things are still different. For one thing I keep having these hyper acidity attacks and I think it's due to coffee. I've been consuming 3-4 cups in a day and because I feel stuffed whenever I drink coffee, I forget to eat decent meals after that. So today, I am starting to cut down on my caffeine intake. It's really hard since caffeine has been one of my loyal friends these couple of days.

Another one probably contributing to these is my recent getting back together with nicotine sticks. Guuuuh, why must bad habits die hard? On a daily basis I think I consume about 6-7 sticks. And today I think I only consumed 5. I will work hard to eventually lessen my nicotine consumption until I'm back to being nicotine free. xD

So there, Imma rest in a while now since I feel so tired. Body temperature's normal but still feeling ill :/ And please, let me sleep again for 5 hours straight. I keep on waking up EVERYDAY around 3-4am. Right now, the only thing that's healthy are my eyebags (which is not exactly a good thing nor a good sight).

Ohhhh and I'd like to share with you some of my playlist favorites. Try listening to them~ :3 (in no particular order)
1. Big Bang - Stay
2. B2ST - I'm Sorry
3. T-Ara - I'm Okay
4. 2ne1 - It hurts
5. Shinee - Romantic

Bye for now :)

You're the only one and I'll be there for you baby ♥

Birthdays; it makes me forget I need to lose weight xD

2010-12-05T00:23:00.007+08:00

Okay, so I woke up really early today since my body clock has been reliable even on weekends (which makes it hard for me to get enough rest) XD Good thing though that I was up early since my mom was pressuring us to get ready already. Oh and did I mention I woke up around 7am and we were supposed to leave around 12 noon? Haha. Talk about excited eh? I couldn't think of anything else to do so I looked for an HQ version of 2ne1's new song since the one I downloaded before was fail. And hurray for me, I got a really good one. Ohohoho. The song's been one of my most played already, and ohmy, Bom's new hair color is just awesome.

See? Ugh why so adorable Bom? I love youuuuuu! ♥

I took a photo of my very cute and very lazy hamster today drinking on my hand (because he's too lazy to drink on his own) XD Look at him:

You see what he did thar? :))))

So there, as soon as my sister and my niece got here, we left immediately. Traffic was awesome, but not in a good way. We were in the car for nearly an hour until I realized we haven't passed by SM Bacoor yet. HAHAHA. Horrible. I believe it took us more than 2 hours to get there. I remember when we went to our relatives' too a few weeks ago (during Pacquiao's fight). The road was surprisingly empty, and we go there in less than 45 minutes. Haha. Lol Pacman you are indeed epic (I just realized) XD Upon getting there, they told me I would really be the emcee for the program. I thought it was a joke but it turns out they were dead serious about it. I kept on laughing because I seriously didn't know what to do. And I was nervous as well since I barely knew people there. Turns out, everything was okay and the audience was too hungry to even pay attention to me. HAHAHA. Food was awesome and we all knew we had to eat a lot. And I mean A LOT. I could barely walk after I ate. I wonder where they all are right now. And my sister stopped at Starbucks before going home (because we all love eating out together that much ♥). Here are some photos taken today. PHOTO SPAM STARTS NOW!

With my lovely sisters ♥

While I was hosting the program. I look so wasted. Haha. Hot weather is HOT I tell you.

And this was how I looked today. I was supposed to upload this in lookbook but it looks so fail so nvm xD

And here are photos of what we had for uhm dinner (?) I wasn't able to take a photo of niece's meal. She had Jollibee Chickenjoy too. Oh kids xD

1 Caramel Frap; 2 Bannoffee Pie ♥; 3 Mom's Tuna Pandesal; 4 Hot Cafe Latte

1 It was molten err I forgot. Haha; 2 Iced White Choco Mocha (my all time fave Starbs drink -- but this was my sister's; 3 Chocolate something LOL; 4 I forgot what this cheesecake was called but it tasted awesome) 8D

So thar. Busy day, yes. And I soon as I got home, I needed to at least dance off some of the calories (and I did) /o/ And ohmy, I need to review for that audit on Monday =_= Bye guys! :3

To Her.

2010-11-28T23:43:00.007+08:00

Lol okay, I couldn't think of any title for my post right now. I'm currently listening to 2AM's "To Her" well, I was listening to it actually. A different song's playing right now. Hurray for Winamp on shuffle! :D

So anyway, 2 days ago my girl buddies from work decided to hang out after work. I have removed the vice that is alcohol in my system so I was basically doing nothing but laugh and make kwento that time. They were suggesting that I go and buy coffee at Starbucks (which was just a few steps away). I was hesitant at first because I might give in and claim my Starbucks planner. After convincing myself that I should only buy cheesecake, I finally walked towards Starbucks. But ugh, seeing the planner right in front of me was ugh awesome. Hahaha. And so, I finally gave in to the temptation that is the Velvet Starbucks planner XD

Lol and I cannot believe I actually worked hard to get one. Talk about downing cups of coffee. Caffeine overload, yes. And I love it ♥

Oh and I believe I already shared here that I finally got my own copy of Chinese Cinderella. Since I don't think I would be able to sleep tonight, I'm thinking of reading (and hopefully finishing it). Mine's a bigger version of the book:

So there, Imma end this entry now since I can't really think of anything too add anymore. Happy birthday again to Jit and Homer~ :3

In life, it's not about the people who leave but about those people who stay. And there shouldn't be so much room for sadness because...

There's always sunshine after the rain ♥

I posted a new look [ 05.05.2010 ]

2010-05-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

Fairy Kei Shoot + Random shoot with Zell + MCC Day 2

2009-08-11T21:59:00.001+08:00

Finally, I'm gonna be able to share things that have happened in the past week.

First off, let me start with the Fairy Kei shoot. I was lucky enough to be one of the models for Chai's and Jaro's fairy kei shoot. There, I met Mara, Camil, and Ciarra. The shoot was held at Lala's room which is probably the cutest room I've ever seen. And Lala's awesome in making accessories and designing as well. Actually everyone was awesome, Mara was a great stylist, Jaro and Chai were great photogs, and Camil and Ciarra were cute and great models too xD Oh yes, and Yoru was there too but he was late xDDD Here are some shots from that shoot:

Please click the photo to visit Chai's dA.

Please click the photo to visit Jaro's dA.

Next, the random shoot with Zell. We actually lacked time to plan this one. Nevertheless, the shoot turned out to be great xD Thanks also to Mhon, Jerome, Eli and Homer for helping out. I was supposed to wear anything that resembles Korean fashion but I think I failed LOL XD So here are some photos again :D

Please click the photo to visit Zell's dA.

Please click the photo to visit Jerome's multiply.

Now, MCC Day 2. LOL the morning of MCC day was fail for me. HAHA. I left my phone at my sister's house Saturday morning and I was too lazy to go back to her place and get it. And so, I just asked Luisa where her place was, and the color of their gate. Alas, I arrived at their street totally clueless where her house was. I was about to knock as this other house and I realized it didn't have the landmark that Luisa was telling me. So I had to bug my friend so I can use the internet at their place. I was panicking and was asking almost everyone I know for Luisa's number. HAHAHAHA. Really funny, good thing my friends and the people I bugged that morning were patient LOL XD So I went back to their street and thank God I found it. HAHAHA. Turns out, the house that I assumed was Luisa's was not the one. Good thing I didn't knock LOL XD

We wore our costumes before going to the convention itself and Luisa was just so uber cute in her Ciel costume. I wanted to glomp her 'til we get to the convention buuuuuut, self control HAHA XD I, on the other hand, didn't have my green wig yet so I first appeared as the black-haired CC and I was hiding myself from people. HAHAHAHA. And when I finally got my wig, I still tried to avoid people 'coz my CC was fail. GAHHHH. I remembered that I forgot the belts when I was already at Luisa's and I couldn't get it from my house 'coz my mom and sisters went out. So there. HAHAHAHA.

I hung out with Rico, Luna (who I kept on stealing from Rico LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL) , Mary and the Kuroshitsuji group there and there were people who were teasing me how out of place I was. HAHAHA and I said CC was a special guest in Kuroshitsuji for that day xD That's why I wanna apologize and thank the kuroshits group for allowing me to stay with you all the time *u* MAHHHH. Can't get over the epicness. I have never seen the most good looking Sebby cosplayer ever *fangirl mode on* I would have to say, that Kachan is the best Sebby cosplayer so far. Effortlessly awesome. And of course Azh's Grell butler version is as awesome as it's Shinigami version. My favorite Grell cosplayer evarrr <3 style="font-style: italic;">Ang lamig ohohohohoho xDDD

So there. Picture spam coming up (grabbed from Luisa's and Rica's multiplyxDDD

Kachan as Sebastian and Azhrien as Grell.

Their epic cast <3 src="http://images.pinuna.multiply.com/image/2/photos/198/400x400/83/zwei10.jpg?et=h9YckFZ8S8HRiVa2d19Xuw&nmid=273973729">
Luisa, Donna and Kune <3 src="http://images.zweihander.multiply.com/image/4/photos/40/500x500/29/DSCF6650.jpg?et=6yOZuRwGgDAVuazh8V4PrQ&nmid=274196073">
I kept on stealing Luna from Rico so we kinda ended up

strangling each other LOL. xDDD

And here I'm gonna post one pic of mine from MCC ohohohohohoh /o/ Thanks Gian for this :D

K. That's all XD