It has always been a dream of mine to do a shoot of myself looking like a fairy. I guess most girls do too. When I was younger, I remember how much every fairy tale I watched moved me. It has made me wish for the same thing to happen in my life.
But growing up, I think I have been more exposed to reality. And more importantly, some bad decisions. At times it has swayed my beliefs, my hopes, whenever I do something wrong.Though I do get second chances to at least make things better, they always end up opposite of what I hoped.
To counter, I always think that some things are just not meant to be. But a good friend once told me that it will always depend on how I would react to a situation. It will always depend on what and how I’ll do things. He said, ‘it’s like wanting to win the lottery but never marked tickets.’ Maybe I was too pushy, and I was too negative about things concerning us.
Then it made me think. What do I want to do about things? Frankly, I don’t know. At least for now , I don’t. Everything’s cloudy (like the weather right now).
I've seen the good and the bad in most people. And I've seen more good things in you. I hope, somehow you've seen some good things in me too. :)